
Not in the terms of soccer, but in reaching my goal weight. Yes! I didn't initially have the goal to lose as much as I did. As time went on and the pounds came off, my goal became higher and higher. I am not one to set a goal too high and then never reach it. I never in my life expected I would be my weight or size that I am today.
I have always been pudgy, and overweight but comfortable in my skin. A few years ago, while trying to shed some poundage I learned I was obese. I hate that word! It just sounds grose. I didn't feel obese, just overweight. Stress of life, infertility, all the hormones they pumped into me to get pregnant, and of course having a baby added on more pounds. Then of course I had to stay "healthy" (using this term very lightly) and eat enough so I would have plenty of milk for Emery, or so was my thinking. I found myself displeased with my physical body. what had I done? gained? I began this journey at 240 pounds!
This was March of 2009, time to get "me" back. My first goal was to lose 30 pounds. At 210 pounds, I could live with myself and be happy. Change of diet, making better choices. I hate the four letter word DIET though, I like to call it a change in lifestyle, or eating healthier. Give up the sweets, though a nightly indulgence of Dove Dark Chocolate was my reward for the day. I met that goal and thought to myself I can do this. I am going to lose another 20 pounds, then I will be 190 and fit into some of my older, nicer clothes. Pounds kept coming off, I kept sticking with it. I can do this. I kept setting small goals, and reaching them. As a fan of The Biggest Loser, I love seeing the excitement on the contestants faces when they reach their 100 pound mark. For my height charts say I should be between 125 - 160. I am at the top of that chart, feeling healthy but at this point I am 20 pounds away from 100.
You get the idea, sorry to bother you with the details. Anyway, my point....this week I reached my goal. One that definitely wasn't set from the start.
100 pounds lost!
I feel great! I feel like losing the weight wasn't difficult, though I know the maintenance will be. About 40 pounds ago, when I decided to go for the 100, I needed a reward....100 pound vacation sounded perfect! No vacation planned yet, but maybe a weekend getaway will be nice, or even a evening out with my patient husband. Thanks for all your support honey! Love you.